I just wish this was talked about more, I wish I didn't have to feel like such a failure as a woman because I am not over the moon with excitement. I guess it's just one step at a time, we are just now starting the important discussion about postpartum depression and you know how we American's are, we like to focus on one subject until we are sick of it. My doctor was comfortable with me telling him that I am still doing everything I need to do for the baby. As much as I am craving the taste of a beer or the relaxation of a glass of wine it's not happening. No matter what I am feeling now I know it's not about me and it's not forever. The end result is a beautiful baby that we will love and cherish.
We did look for a heart beat with the doppler but at 10weeks 5 days I knew it was a long shot. We didn't hear anything. I have an ultrasound on Tuesday so I see the little bugger then. I also set up the NT scan for June 21st which means it will show a perfectly healthy baby, the 21st would have been my dad's 60th birthday so I know I'll feel him there with us.
Basically things are going well in my uterus and we are just working on getting the rest of my body on board.