yea, she's that big

I had Little A's 4 month appointment and wow, she is huge.  She's weighing in at 18lbs 6oz and 25 inches long.  No wonder she's in 6-9 month clothes.  She shorter by .25 inches and heavier by 2 lbs than TC was at this point.  Everything else was good but I am thinking I want to switch back to an off post provider for her.  Doc isn't a fan of this doctor personally and I think he should have been a little more hands on during her appointment, shouldn't he check her head?  But she's a happy kid and is healthy as far as I know...

Things with TC are going well, today was tough since my schedule was way off.  It is so nice to have dinner planned out and not have to "oh crap" moment at 2:30 and I haven't had to run to the commissary.  I've tried new recipes from Pinterest and while one was a bust the others have been really good.  Also, I thought I should let you know that TC has asked for music over TV several times - it's mostly because she loves to sing Adele.  Thank you for all the comments from my last post, I am loving any advice and encouragement. 

I still am feeling really lost.  I don't know if I really want to get into it yet but something is most defiantly off.  I really hate it here, Doc is different here.  I'm finding myself going back to that January day in 2010 and wishing I could change what happened.  I miss when we had control, when I had a say, well as much of a say as any army wife can.  He's slipping and the worst thing is that he has no idea.