My friend who lives next door came over tonight and we made dinner, had wine, chatted all while our kids played. Human one on one interaction is just what I needed. I am feeling refreshed and ready for the rest of this time away from Doc. Not saying a few more girls nights wouldn't be amazing but right now I'm feeling good.
I do miss Doc something fierce. I hear how tired he is and how draining this all is and I can't help but love him more. He is doing all of this for us, him and me, me and the girls. As proud as I was of my bad ass ranger I am more proud of my fighting-for-quality-of-life former ranger.